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Bruce Merrill

Bruce Merrill

Merge into silence. Nothing left to do.

Sent when something is worth saying.

Quick to read. Slow to leave.

The tracks were never parallel

There is experience happening, and no one separate from it having it.

When the mind stops running

You thought you were lost, but the place you were in just couldn't be reached by thinking.

When does an open mind become a closed one?

You think the open mind keeps you free. Watch what happens the moment someone questions what you believe.

The gap that opens when you reach

The ache wasn't from not getting it, it started the moment your hand began to move.

Mistaking the noise for me

The thoughts haven't slowed, what changed is who I think I am inside them.

The Headless Field

Point at your hand and you see your hand. Point at your face and the finger arrives at the room.

The resistance hidden in the question

Sometimes the question isn't looking for an answer, it's the shape avoidance takes when it learns to sound like searching.

Pain as signal, not problem

Some pain isn't a malfunction, it's a measurement of how close you stood to something worth losing.

Who chose the things you call your own?

The exhaustion isn't from living, it's from pretending you were the one steering.

The Misfiling

Happiness isn't false, it's just filed somewhere you stopped looking.

What if I already know too much?

The people you know best are the ones you see least clearly, the sketch quietly replaced the person and you stopped checking.

What if the wanting is the point?

The hum was never about the thing, the thing was just somewhere to point it.

What if the ache isn’t trying to mean anything?

Not every feeling is a message, some are just weather, and the trouble starts when you ask the rain what it wants from you.

What if the search was the thing keeping me from arriving?

You can spend years looking for what was already waiting wherever you finally stop.

What if the fight was the only thing tiring you?

The day didn't drain you. The argument you were having with it did.

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